Well Aint that Funky Now!!

Well Aint that Funky now!

You know what im talking about my "relationship" with a certain someone from a school that i do not attend...

Well anyway, so i finally got up enough backbone to ask her if we were a couple and (wait for it here comes the part that makes this worth a blog)

We both like each other but we are busy 17 year olds living 45 minutes apart so it just wont work

I understand that and she does and we're cool with that (or at least i think we are)

So now here i am feeling all weird cause i asked and we like each other but we are not going out and so im wondering, "if i was mutually agreed upon why do i feel so terrible about it??" and so i start thinking and i realize, "its because she likes me that i feel bad about this."

So now im going why does this make me feel bad shouldnt i be happy for a potential future or something??

No, because see im never really happy with what i have(well i was once but then that went and got screwed up(long story u probably already no)) So no matter what it suxs to me oh well